a touching episode



他绞缠到我的生活网络里, 盘结错综。是的爱情两造,我要加重天平这端我的砝




他说了。 ……


He set me free. It is a nice move of his to finish the long, painful and unhealthy relationship.

I do think that during the whole relationship process, he did this most nobly and responsibly.

Now I feel released and start to move on.

Hope he can figure out his life in future and be happy, with or without my help.

about D

D is from the other continent. We are dealing with the same project and have lunch together mostly. I never thought that D was special until he came to tell me about that. However, if I looked back carefully I could trace some unique characters on him such as he was very considerable and sensitive. I applaud him for his courage and happy life which he deserve.
I shared some secrets with him today and the conversation released me a lot from my pressure and helped me a lot for dealing with the puzzle. He kindly encourage me in holding hope for the happy life in future. However, he didn’t has an optimistic view of my current relationship.
I shared this story to ZC tonight. He didn’t respond but tried to change the subject. However, he did show his opinion by an obvious way that he didn’t wanna discuss nor has a clear mind about the future. I am trying to grow up but he would rather stay where he is. I guess maybe D and other friends’ opinion are right, but …


Suddenly I feel the weak and emotional character lingering in my heart is disgusting. I am the person who want to have a strong heart, so why bothered by the trifles? Be positive and steady, for your own sake.

Never boggle at a difficulty

I think I start to distrust you gradually. As you stopped contacting with me in last October, you said that you could not do that because your cellphone was out of battery. As you asked me to call you today but didn’t pick up the phone, you said that it was because your cellphone was out of battery, again.

You just don’t understand. The reason why I was upset is not because you could not make it, but because you didn’t care. You can simply tell me on the msn that your cellphone was out of battery instead of letting me wait without doing anything.

You just treat me without proper respect.



I have almost finished the writing of one paper. It is painful, but it is worth it. I learned a lot during the writing process.

I searched literature this afternoon and felt that I became steady during the searching process. The tide of emotion is out.

I read some friends’ blog and found that their devotion to science are so ardent. I should make friends with people who have good character and learn from them.


redikulus: A spell that you say to a boggart when you want it to turn into something funny.

Sometimes I wish that there do have some spells by which you can turn something formidable into something funny, something glossy into something ugly, or something apparent into something true.

I know you are narcissistic, peacockish, egocentric, weak and shallow, but I cannot cast that spell on you, yet.


伊take advantage of me, 差不多就是需要讨主意的时候,或者感到无聊的时候,联系一下。

kinky nightmare

I dreamed that my mom saw my digital photo frame displaying a photo about a person and me. hehe

I am cool; so are we

The focus shifts to work.

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